My happy ending☺

I'm 21 and still no boyfriends. Had flings but no serious relationship yet. But i'm pretty sure, someday my prince charming will knock on my door :)

I'm gonna share a letter for my future love :)

    "I know that nobody's perfect, but this won't stop me from hoping that someday, someone who's perfect for me will come. He will be my knight in shining armor, my best friend and the man of may dreams. He will have the courage to love me and accept me for who i am and he will not give up on me easily. Every time I'm with, I will feel ecstatic. We will be good together and good for each other.

      Someday, I will fall in love with the right person, at the right time, and for all the right reasons. And when that happens, I will not get so caught up in him that I will forget all the little things I love about myself. He will help me achieve my little goals every day (like being happy and living life to the fullest), and even support me in pursuing my grandest, craziest dream: to be an ACCOUNTANT!

         I may not run into the person I deserve anytime soon, but that's okay; I have my whole life ahead of me. I'm not in a hurry. I know the right guy is out there, and he is also looking for me. And when we do find each other, it will be real and wonderful and magical and definitely my new beginning with him. And i will know for sure that the long wait-and maybe even the heartbreaks that came with it-was totally worth it :)"

P.S.

One thing is for sure, GOD is really having a good time writing your love story. And yes, He's definitely looking out for the best that you deserve. It may take for a while but when that moment came I'm sure it's all worth it :)

with L♥ve,

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Not meant to be?!

First, i would like to congratulate all of the new CPAs! WOW! I'm so happy for all of them even though i don't know who they are. Knowing how hard it was and what kind of effort and time they put into it, t'was really amazing that they'd passed! :)

That makes me think AGAIN. Would i still be in love with the idea of being one of them? After a year or so, would i still like to pursue this profession? And if yes, would that make me HAPPY?   

My answer is still unclear for now. I don't wanna rush things and put myself into a situation that later on i will regret. I don't want to regret a thing. I wanna think through and through until i'll reach a decision that i know it can make me satisfied. I wanna end up happy doing things i LOVE not because others want me to but because it's what i WANT and what i know i'm GOOD at. :)

P.S.

Make a decision that will make you happy. No regrets at all. Think very carefully. See what's in your heart and what it says :)

with L♥ve,

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Ridin' SOLO

Being on your own is scary at first. Haha! (Not that I'm saying that I'm living alone already.) Here in the Philippines, we don't actually move out at the age of 18 unlike in the United States. Filipinos have close-family-ties quality. We move out when we feel that it's about time. But most of Filipinos love living with their parents even if they have they're own family already. You can say it's weird but we find it cute. It's just another way of showing love. It's not being too dependent but rather you're showing love. 

Going back, i started my week productive. I had an interview today at Ortigas but ended up going to Makati. Buses where so full and i can't find a cab or something. So, instead of going home and wait for the end of the world (kidding!) i decided to go to Makati and do the interview i was supposed to do 2 weeks ago. And I'm so lucky that they still allow me to do it. YES! :)

I was pretty scared every time i go out of the house and went to interviews. Not because of the interview itself but rather because I'm going out ALONE. Without any idea where exactly it is. I always depend on the map. Thank God for maps. :) But it's pretty cool on the other side. Having the chills while walking and finding it. Looking at the new surroundings where people don't know you, it makes my heart skip a beat. ♥ And at the end of the day, after getting so exhausted just thinking of the adventure i had, it was like WOW! I really made it on my own. And it makes me smile :)

P.S.

Don't be afraid in trying new things and moving outside of your box. Sometimes you'll never know the beauty of a thing unless you open your eyes and move to the other side. 

with L♥ve,

D

Busy like a Bee!

Been busy this past few days. Same old reason, finding a job. One company actually, offered me a job but it feels like, uhm, not for me. I just don't feel the job at all. Okay, first of all the reason why i tried to is because my mom keeps telling me that i should grab every opportunity. But hey, can't accept something if my heart was not there at all.


So this coming week i'll be much busier than ever. Ha! Interviews every where and i'm really hoping that i'll find the right one for me, in God's name :)


P.S.
Determination and perseverance are the key to success. :)


with L♥ve,
D

RESPECT

I'm more of a fun and easy-to-get-along-with person. People who knows me would definitely define me as a jolly person. I smile and laugh all through out the day. Maybe that's why some people don't take me seriously.

A few days ago, I'd encountered some problem. Someone shouted in front of my face and started saying things that shouldn't be told (the fact that I'm older than her). And as i lay on bed that night, i was like " What the eff? Did she ever heard of the word RESPECT?"

That's when i started to think if i'm being too kind and joke  all the time that she can't even determine our age gap and thought that it's okay to shout at me like that. I was so disappointed that time, I mean why me? Why do that to someone who always take care of you? Aaggh! Teenagers nowadays have this mean attitude and don't know how to respect elders. (okay, not all but MOST) PATHETIC. :/

P.S.

Maybe it's time to be serious. Show them that even if you treat them like someone at your age doesn't mean they can disrespect you in any other way. Respect yourself and you'll gain respect from others. :)

with L♥ve,

D

SOON!

Haven't able to blog this past few days. Been busy looking for a job and unfortunately haven't found one yet. Oh Gosh! It's really effin' hard. 

I've been out for days and still no luck. :/

And honestly, this would be my i-dunno-what-to-blog-but-still-i'm-doin'-one blog. I don't feel well (emotionally). 

P.S.

Don't lose hope. Perseverance is the key to success. God is really planning your future. He's still making sure that everything you ever wanted will be given unto you. (Maybe that's why it's getting longer) :))

with L♥ve,

D

Please Lord ☺

I'm really hoping and praying that i could get a job as soon as possible. I'm really bored being a bum. Haha! And also, i wanna experience the feeling of being a career woman. 

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Please Lord. 


P.S.
Never give up or lose hope. It will come one day. 




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D

Very special day

Today is a very special day not just for me but for all the proud daughters out there :) Mother's day. A day where you can say 'i love you' to your moms, hug them tight and tell them they're the best, things like that. But tell you what, you don't need to wait for Mother's day to come. You can show them your love every single day. :))

I love my mom with all my heart, with every breath that i take, every piece of me is not enough to show how much i love her. I'm not the showy type actually, i don't always tell my mom exactly how i feel, how i love her. Though i know she knew. But still, showing or telling it to her personally will let her feel that is love. Today, as i open my eyes, the first thing i did was text my mom how much i love her. A bit weird, though. Funny. I don't wanna wake up one day and regret that i never really try to show her my love. I love her. I may not tell her everyday but i knew she knew :)

i love you mama!

way, way back photo with my mom and sister :)

And another special event was the VICTORY of our very own pound per pound king MANNY 'PAC-MAN' PACQUIAO for winning again. Me, and all of the Filipino people are so proud of you! And hell yeah, I'm so proud to be a FILIPINO :)

True Filipino Pride!

P.S.

You don't need to wait for special occasion to come just to tell them how much you love them. Say it everyday. Everyday that you can :))

And yea... HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to all of your moms! Give them a power hug and kiss!

with L♥ve,

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Define AWESOME

I love books. I love to read whenever there's a chance. I rather choose staying at home and having some good books to read than hanging out or go to the mall. I just love books. 

I love James Patterson second to Sidney Sheldon of course. They share the same passion in writing and even the theme. Mysteries, thriller and mind boggling stuff that will keep you reading it!

Would you believe me if i tell you that i'd purchase a hardbound good-looking books of James Patterson for like 50php each? AWESOME, right? The moment i saw it with that totally super cheap price, Oh my Gosh! I knew I won't leave the bookstore empty handed. Haha! But sadly, i only saw two books but nevertheless it was still an AWESOME experience. I mean, who would believe that i just bought it for a cheap price? 

P.S.

Small things can give you the greatest happiness. :))

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D

Hard to get

Been out all day to go job hunting (ALONE)! Really, the word "HARD" is not enough to define what i felt a while a go. As in WHOA! Unfortunately, after spending 8 hours on one company I still didn't it. Oooh well, better luck next time. 

Why are you so hard to get?

Gonna be out again tomorrow to find some job. Maybe this time luck would be on my side :)


P.S.
Take a risk. And be patience. There's always the RIGHT time for everything. You may not get what you want today but for sure you'll get it someday. At the RIGHT time :)


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Talk of the town

This week has just started and everything was a disaster. EVERYTHING! I really don't know how I'm gonna cope up with all this problems/trials I'm going through. I just PRAY, PRAY and PRAY. I can't really spill the beans detail by detail coz it's kinda personal. Family problems (well if they still consider me one) and stuffs regarding my future.

I get jealous sometimes with my friends because they have the supports of their family. Whatever the decision they made, their families was always behind them. Don't get my wrong, i do also feel my Mama and Papa's support but sometimes it feels like it's not enough. I'm living with my relatives for like 5 years already and whenever i have money and time I always make sure to go HOME.  Tough 5 years just to get through and achieve my dreams. Faced many problems ALONE most of the time. It's sad. Living far from your FAMILY. But sacrifices should be made. 

My strength.

People always has something to say about you. IGNORE THEM. The truth is no matter what they say, only you knows the WHOLE STORY. And they don't have the slightest idea of what you're going through. 

Believe in power of PRAYER :)

P.S.

You can call them friends or relatives but one thing is for sure, not ALL of them really do CARE about you. I've been there. So trust me. Just be strong and thinks of your family. Fight not only for yourself but most especially for them :)

with L♥ve,

D

Why you gotta be so mean?

People will always have something to say about you. It will make you happy and proud sometimes but most of the time it will bring you down. Why do others notice something bad about you? Can't they just mind their own? I mean, it will never really help them on the other side. Urgh.

I've been through this thinking moment a while ago and I've realized one thing. Don't let anything or ANYONE bring you down. Yes, they can hurt you for a while but hey! Show them they're wrong. Prove to them you're not what they're thinking. 

You know, not everyone that you're close to or because you get along too well with them doesn't mean they care about you. They don't actually give a damn. MOST OF THEM. So be careful. People lie. And feelings betray you.

"Someday i'll be big enough so you can't hit me and all you're ever gonna be is MEAN!"- Taylor Swift's Mean Song

P.S.

Everybody hurts. Everything is not permanent even our problems. So cheer up. It's okay to be afraid. But instead of crying and letting all those negative things bring you down why don't you use it to be a BETTER individual. And pray :) Not just for you but for those people who've hurt you to find they're own happiness :))

with L♥ve,

D