Back :)

Hey! Yes, I'm totally back to blogging. And i know that i have lots of back log. But still not sure if i can still update my blog. Yea, it's sad since writing here and sharing some of my experience makes me feel so much alive and happy:) But time is so mean that it won't allow me to have life outside my job. haha! Kidding! But, it kinda seem that way. I worked 8 hours and most often than not more than 8 hours a day let's say 12 hours... Ha! And six days a week and sometimes i also work at Sundays. Hell yeah! I'm not WORKAHOLIC but i just can't ignore and say no to my job. I'm not actually saying that i hate it in fact, i love my job! I really do. It's just that my job needed more attention than other things.

I'm really glad that i'm sitting here in front of the PC and sharing this to you. :)
I have so much "kwento" but i don't know if my LIMITED time is enough to blog it. I will really really find some time soon and blog everything. *cross-fingers*

P.S.
Always, always, always give yourself some FUN time :)


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Blessing in disguise

I know that i did made a promise the last time i blogged that i will try to blog ever Sunday. And i broke my promise :(

Here's my explanation (that i knew, all of you will understand):
First, i was supposed to be taking my rest day/ day off every Sunday but since I'm new to everything at the office, my boss decided to get my ass off and start to familiarize myself with my job. Since the person I'm gonna replace with is resigning and will be off soon (3 days from now), I make sure that i know what to do with all of things she'll be living with me. ( I don't wanna be freakin' out when that time comes)


Second, i really wanted to (do my blog) but, my human body is refusing me. Haha! Last night I slept around 7 in the evening and woke up at 7 in the morning. That's how exhausted I am.


And here I am, instead of sharing something that would make you feel excited and happy reading my blog i ended up complaining all this things. But to think of it, the word 'complaining' doesn't really suit it. Because it's still a blessing. I may be tired the entire week, but thinking that i have a good job with incredibly happy people around me, i THANK GOD! 


P.S
Dear God, Thank you for making me tired every day i go home, it reminds me that I'm lucky I don't belong to the unemployed. Thank you for letting me work 7 days this week, it proves that you always gave me strength everyday i woke up. And thank you for all of this things, it makes me smile at the end of the day knowing that YOU are always there for me.


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So little time :(

I've been so busy at the office that i don't know how to manage my time and still do my blog everyday. But i promise myself that i'm still gonna blog once in a while. Let's say every Sunday.:)

Since I'm working as an Accounting Assistant at some Mall here in the Philippines, I just have one day off per week. And during my day offs i usually spend it doing my laundry or cleaning my closet which i can't do during work days. We also go to work even if it's holiday. But it's okay, we're paid double for it! :)

I swear i'm gonna allot some more time for my blog. 'Till next time!

i love you! From the bottom of my heart!♥

P.S.

Been checking my STATS and it's cool to see that you guys still try to read my blog! Thanks! :)

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Office stuffs

Feels like a decade since the last time i blogged for some reasons. First, been raining here in the Philippines for a couple of days now and when i said "raining" it' really something, and the weather makes me feel like not doing anything. Okay, that's not new. Ha! And another thing is that, i did mention in my previous blog that after waiting for so long, i finally got a job. Yay for me! So i was preparing myself for my new surroundings. I also did promise that i will still continue to blog but not as often because i was told that my job would be eating all my time. That's gonna be 8hours a day/6 times a week. But i'm not complaining okay? It's actually kinda exciting.

I already started today as an accounting assistant of some Mall here in the Philippines but it was just orientation today. And tomorrow's gonna be the real thing. I'll be handling receivables and billings, my new babies. Keep posted guys! Night :))

P.S.

Grab every opportunity. As long as you can. At least try :)

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Gonna miss it.

I'm officially starting on June 9, 2011 as an accounting assistant at Ever Gotesco malls group of Company. Yes, up to now it feels so surreal. Feels like I'm still dreaming. God really do love me. After He saw all the hard work I've put to get this job, He finally decided to give it to me. AMAZING!

He really is!

4 more days to go and my BUM days will be over. I'll definitely gonna miss it! Haha! But on second thought, working and doing the things you're good at or things you really wanna do and get money in return, hey! Not bad! lol


Wish me luck! BUM days are finally over. Hello working days. Please, be good to me. I'm just a newbie :)


P.S.
If you put extra effort on things you love, they will soon realize that it's meant to be yours.




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Hiatus...

Yes, been through a hiatus for a couple of days. And i can say that it's been a PRODUCTIVE break for me. Finally after a super LONG LONG LOOOOOONG wait, God has found the perfect job for me. YAY! I LOVE YOU PAPA JESUS! YOU ALREADY! LOL


And so, the past few days were really tiring. Trying to submit all the requirements for my job. I was exhausted every single day. But hey, it's a BLESSING after all so no worries. I'm so excited to blog about my work. New surroundings, new people, everything's new. Wow! Stay updated!

I truly am :)

P.S.
Patience is REALLY a virtue. Don't ever get tried of waiting. Coz behind that God is planning something AWESOME for you :)


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My happy ending☺

I'm 21 and still no boyfriends. Had flings but no serious relationship yet. But i'm pretty sure, someday my prince charming will knock on my door :)

I'm gonna share a letter for my future love :)

    "I know that nobody's perfect, but this won't stop me from hoping that someday, someone who's perfect for me will come. He will be my knight in shining armor, my best friend and the man of may dreams. He will have the courage to love me and accept me for who i am and he will not give up on me easily. Every time I'm with, I will feel ecstatic. We will be good together and good for each other.

      Someday, I will fall in love with the right person, at the right time, and for all the right reasons. And when that happens, I will not get so caught up in him that I will forget all the little things I love about myself. He will help me achieve my little goals every day (like being happy and living life to the fullest), and even support me in pursuing my grandest, craziest dream: to be an ACCOUNTANT!

         I may not run into the person I deserve anytime soon, but that's okay; I have my whole life ahead of me. I'm not in a hurry. I know the right guy is out there, and he is also looking for me. And when we do find each other, it will be real and wonderful and magical and definitely my new beginning with him. And i will know for sure that the long wait-and maybe even the heartbreaks that came with it-was totally worth it :)"

P.S.

One thing is for sure, GOD is really having a good time writing your love story. And yes, He's definitely looking out for the best that you deserve. It may take for a while but when that moment came I'm sure it's all worth it :)

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Not meant to be?!

First, i would like to congratulate all of the new CPAs! WOW! I'm so happy for all of them even though i don't know who they are. Knowing how hard it was and what kind of effort and time they put into it, t'was really amazing that they'd passed! :)

That makes me think AGAIN. Would i still be in love with the idea of being one of them? After a year or so, would i still like to pursue this profession? And if yes, would that make me HAPPY?   

My answer is still unclear for now. I don't wanna rush things and put myself into a situation that later on i will regret. I don't want to regret a thing. I wanna think through and through until i'll reach a decision that i know it can make me satisfied. I wanna end up happy doing things i LOVE not because others want me to but because it's what i WANT and what i know i'm GOOD at. :)

P.S.

Make a decision that will make you happy. No regrets at all. Think very carefully. See what's in your heart and what it says :)

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Ridin' SOLO

Being on your own is scary at first. Haha! (Not that I'm saying that I'm living alone already.) Here in the Philippines, we don't actually move out at the age of 18 unlike in the United States. Filipinos have close-family-ties quality. We move out when we feel that it's about time. But most of Filipinos love living with their parents even if they have they're own family already. You can say it's weird but we find it cute. It's just another way of showing love. It's not being too dependent but rather you're showing love. 

Going back, i started my week productive. I had an interview today at Ortigas but ended up going to Makati. Buses where so full and i can't find a cab or something. So, instead of going home and wait for the end of the world (kidding!) i decided to go to Makati and do the interview i was supposed to do 2 weeks ago. And I'm so lucky that they still allow me to do it. YES! :)

I was pretty scared every time i go out of the house and went to interviews. Not because of the interview itself but rather because I'm going out ALONE. Without any idea where exactly it is. I always depend on the map. Thank God for maps. :) But it's pretty cool on the other side. Having the chills while walking and finding it. Looking at the new surroundings where people don't know you, it makes my heart skip a beat. ♥ And at the end of the day, after getting so exhausted just thinking of the adventure i had, it was like WOW! I really made it on my own. And it makes me smile :)

P.S.

Don't be afraid in trying new things and moving outside of your box. Sometimes you'll never know the beauty of a thing unless you open your eyes and move to the other side. 

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Busy like a Bee!

Been busy this past few days. Same old reason, finding a job. One company actually, offered me a job but it feels like, uhm, not for me. I just don't feel the job at all. Okay, first of all the reason why i tried to is because my mom keeps telling me that i should grab every opportunity. But hey, can't accept something if my heart was not there at all.


So this coming week i'll be much busier than ever. Ha! Interviews every where and i'm really hoping that i'll find the right one for me, in God's name :)


P.S.
Determination and perseverance are the key to success. :)


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RESPECT

I'm more of a fun and easy-to-get-along-with person. People who knows me would definitely define me as a jolly person. I smile and laugh all through out the day. Maybe that's why some people don't take me seriously.

A few days ago, I'd encountered some problem. Someone shouted in front of my face and started saying things that shouldn't be told (the fact that I'm older than her). And as i lay on bed that night, i was like " What the eff? Did she ever heard of the word RESPECT?"

That's when i started to think if i'm being too kind and joke  all the time that she can't even determine our age gap and thought that it's okay to shout at me like that. I was so disappointed that time, I mean why me? Why do that to someone who always take care of you? Aaggh! Teenagers nowadays have this mean attitude and don't know how to respect elders. (okay, not all but MOST) PATHETIC. :/

P.S.

Maybe it's time to be serious. Show them that even if you treat them like someone at your age doesn't mean they can disrespect you in any other way. Respect yourself and you'll gain respect from others. :)

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SOON!

Haven't able to blog this past few days. Been busy looking for a job and unfortunately haven't found one yet. Oh Gosh! It's really effin' hard. 

I've been out for days and still no luck. :/

And honestly, this would be my i-dunno-what-to-blog-but-still-i'm-doin'-one blog. I don't feel well (emotionally). 

P.S.

Don't lose hope. Perseverance is the key to success. God is really planning your future. He's still making sure that everything you ever wanted will be given unto you. (Maybe that's why it's getting longer) :))

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Please Lord ☺

I'm really hoping and praying that i could get a job as soon as possible. I'm really bored being a bum. Haha! And also, i wanna experience the feeling of being a career woman. 

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Please Lord. 


P.S.
Never give up or lose hope. It will come one day. 




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Very special day

Today is a very special day not just for me but for all the proud daughters out there :) Mother's day. A day where you can say 'i love you' to your moms, hug them tight and tell them they're the best, things like that. But tell you what, you don't need to wait for Mother's day to come. You can show them your love every single day. :))

I love my mom with all my heart, with every breath that i take, every piece of me is not enough to show how much i love her. I'm not the showy type actually, i don't always tell my mom exactly how i feel, how i love her. Though i know she knew. But still, showing or telling it to her personally will let her feel that is love. Today, as i open my eyes, the first thing i did was text my mom how much i love her. A bit weird, though. Funny. I don't wanna wake up one day and regret that i never really try to show her my love. I love her. I may not tell her everyday but i knew she knew :)

i love you mama!

way, way back photo with my mom and sister :)

And another special event was the VICTORY of our very own pound per pound king MANNY 'PAC-MAN' PACQUIAO for winning again. Me, and all of the Filipino people are so proud of you! And hell yeah, I'm so proud to be a FILIPINO :)

True Filipino Pride!

P.S.

You don't need to wait for special occasion to come just to tell them how much you love them. Say it everyday. Everyday that you can :))

And yea... HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to all of your moms! Give them a power hug and kiss!

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Define AWESOME

I love books. I love to read whenever there's a chance. I rather choose staying at home and having some good books to read than hanging out or go to the mall. I just love books. 

I love James Patterson second to Sidney Sheldon of course. They share the same passion in writing and even the theme. Mysteries, thriller and mind boggling stuff that will keep you reading it!

Would you believe me if i tell you that i'd purchase a hardbound good-looking books of James Patterson for like 50php each? AWESOME, right? The moment i saw it with that totally super cheap price, Oh my Gosh! I knew I won't leave the bookstore empty handed. Haha! But sadly, i only saw two books but nevertheless it was still an AWESOME experience. I mean, who would believe that i just bought it for a cheap price? 

P.S.

Small things can give you the greatest happiness. :))

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Hard to get

Been out all day to go job hunting (ALONE)! Really, the word "HARD" is not enough to define what i felt a while a go. As in WHOA! Unfortunately, after spending 8 hours on one company I still didn't it. Oooh well, better luck next time. 

Why are you so hard to get?

Gonna be out again tomorrow to find some job. Maybe this time luck would be on my side :)


P.S.
Take a risk. And be patience. There's always the RIGHT time for everything. You may not get what you want today but for sure you'll get it someday. At the RIGHT time :)


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Talk of the town

This week has just started and everything was a disaster. EVERYTHING! I really don't know how I'm gonna cope up with all this problems/trials I'm going through. I just PRAY, PRAY and PRAY. I can't really spill the beans detail by detail coz it's kinda personal. Family problems (well if they still consider me one) and stuffs regarding my future.

I get jealous sometimes with my friends because they have the supports of their family. Whatever the decision they made, their families was always behind them. Don't get my wrong, i do also feel my Mama and Papa's support but sometimes it feels like it's not enough. I'm living with my relatives for like 5 years already and whenever i have money and time I always make sure to go HOME.  Tough 5 years just to get through and achieve my dreams. Faced many problems ALONE most of the time. It's sad. Living far from your FAMILY. But sacrifices should be made. 

My strength.

People always has something to say about you. IGNORE THEM. The truth is no matter what they say, only you knows the WHOLE STORY. And they don't have the slightest idea of what you're going through. 

Believe in power of PRAYER :)

P.S.

You can call them friends or relatives but one thing is for sure, not ALL of them really do CARE about you. I've been there. So trust me. Just be strong and thinks of your family. Fight not only for yourself but most especially for them :)

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Why you gotta be so mean?

People will always have something to say about you. It will make you happy and proud sometimes but most of the time it will bring you down. Why do others notice something bad about you? Can't they just mind their own? I mean, it will never really help them on the other side. Urgh.

I've been through this thinking moment a while ago and I've realized one thing. Don't let anything or ANYONE bring you down. Yes, they can hurt you for a while but hey! Show them they're wrong. Prove to them you're not what they're thinking. 

You know, not everyone that you're close to or because you get along too well with them doesn't mean they care about you. They don't actually give a damn. MOST OF THEM. So be careful. People lie. And feelings betray you.

"Someday i'll be big enough so you can't hit me and all you're ever gonna be is MEAN!"- Taylor Swift's Mean Song

P.S.

Everybody hurts. Everything is not permanent even our problems. So cheer up. It's okay to be afraid. But instead of crying and letting all those negative things bring you down why don't you use it to be a BETTER individual. And pray :) Not just for you but for those people who've hurt you to find they're own happiness :))

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Thing called LOVE

Last night out of boredom i ended up watching this Thai Movie called Crazy little thing called love aka as First Love. ♥ 

T'was an old movie actually, released on August 2010. And you can tell i was so late and not updated. Haha! Most of my friends saw it already last year and they told me to watch it coz it's a really nice movie. But because i was very busy back then, i wasn't able to watch it. Finally, last night i was too curious to watch it. And hell yeah, it was ONE OF MY FAVE from now on. And while writing this blog, i reserve another tab so i could buffer the movie again :)) 

Crazy little thing called love

The movie was about First Love. A girl named Nam, she's an ugly duckling during her junior high school days and have this huge huge crush on a senior football player at their school, Shone. She wanted Shone to notice her so she strive hard to become beautiful, even study harder and soon become top of her class but still Shone seems not to notice her at all. Before their high school days end, she finally decided to tell Shone about her feelings. But because of some stupid promise Shone made to his best friend, he can't court or go out with Nam. But what can you say, seems like love has it own way. :))

I wanted to tell more about this story but i would definitely spoil all the surprises so why not watch it and find out that i'm really not exaggerating about how GOOD this movie:) Here'a the link I'd search on the net : Crazy little thing called Love

My favorite line :)

P.S.

Love comes in different faces and most of the time it's really COMPLICATED. But don't lose hope. Just do what you can and at the end you'll see Love will surely come on your way :)

Remember, patience is a virtue! LOL 

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BRB

I won't be able to post anything for today. Thought, I'm so eager to do a new blog post but i don't have enough time for today. So I'll be posting tomorrow something superb!:) Just keep updated! 


My heart's still in awe at the moment. :D

P.S.
I love you! And thank you for letting me share a piece of my mind :)


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Wrong move

I always wanted to be someone who goes to the office, do some paper work, wake up early to do some errands, stuffs like that.But i never really picture myself as an accountant. When i enter college, I was so determined to take a pre-law course because I wanted to be a lawyer before. And then here comes reality and hits me right in my face and boom, right there i realized that I CAN'T. I knew that i just can't.

A professor from my college school introduce me to Accountancy. I love math and numbers but it doesn't mean that I'm good in accounting. The fact that it's not my first choice made it more hard for me to cope and go with it. After two years, i finally made up my mind that i'm gonna push harder and pursue this course. And eventually, here i am. Not just a girl with a college degree but two degrees related to accountancy.

But one day, i woke up and a question pop's into my head. Is this really what i want? It started me thinking. Bothering me for the past week, actually. A lot of questions now that i still don't know the answer. I took the summer board review believing that it's necessary for me or am i just carried away that my friends were there so maybe i should be there also. Is it possible that all of this was just spur of the moment? Or yet, i wasn't thinking of what i really want that i just go with the flow? Yeah, maybe.

I ditched my review class again, not because i'm too lazy to go to. But rather i was so confused at the moment that i don't know if it is still the right thing for me. Yesterday, i started looking for some jobs. Maybe i need some rest from all of this things. I also asked God to please guide me in every decision I'm gonna make. I'll give myself a week. I'll wait for some calls. And then, maybe after a week I'll be able to find the right answers. 

But hey, don't get me wrong. After 5 years taking accountancy, I've realized that I've fallen for it. So yeah, maybe after all this time i was meant to be an ACCOUNTANT. But still, i don't wanna rush things. So I'm gonna wait for the right time :))

P.S.

Never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted. And in case of finding yourself lost, ask for God's guidance. He never fails to help you. :))

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Catch me!

I ditched my review class today. I was feeling a lil' bit dizzy (for the past 3 days) and up to now and i have no idea why. Ended up watching this movie of Sarah Geronimo and Gerald Anderson. And boy, i really made the right decision. LOL

I would admit that I'm a huge huge fan of Sarah G. ever since she started her singing career and later on her T.V. career. I always make sure to watch her movies on big screen. Sarah G. is a local singer/TV actress/host here in the Phils. And if you try to google her you will soon find out that she's Philippines' Pop Star Princess. 

Going back to the movie, it was a simple love story with a lot of heart. A simple girl with no boyfriend since birth  meet up with a guy who is actually the president's son. And later on found themselves falling in love with each other.

Catch me i'm in Love!

Gerald Anderson and Sarah Geronimo

 It's a story of two people falling in love and learning to love their selves for what they are.

P.S.

If you let your insecurities eat you, then you'll lose. Accepting who you are is one of the important things before going into a relationship. How can you love others if you can't love your own self? Don't let insecurities kill you. Show them the real YOU!☺

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Holy week☺

Spend the rest of Holy week at Quezon City (Manila Phils.) with my Aunt and cousins. 


Maundy Thursday and Good Friday: 
Catholic usually spend their Holy week visiting different churches/14 different churches and pray or just go to one church and do the station of cross which is also known as 'Visita Iglesia'. Station of the cross is commonly done during Lenten Season wherein people come to churches and offer their prayers to the Lord. It also refers to the depiction of the final hours of Jesus, and the devotion commemorating the Passion. Since i'm not a catholic (I'm actually a Born Again Christian), I decided to join my Tita and her friend together with my 3 cousins and went to 14 different churches.


Here are some of the photos we visited.

Black Saturday:
Went to Tagaytay for Lunch and horse-back riding after.
(Will post photos soon)


Easter Sunday:
Back to Caloocan. Went to church. And have been dying of this damn headache! Haha! Well, tomorrow's gonna be Review day again. But crap, I'm still not yet ready to go back and study again. (plus my headache). Screw school days! Jk




P.S.
I hope everyone had they're own beautiful holy week like me. I mean, it doesn't matter what religion you're in. But the devotion and sacrifices you're willing to do for Him.




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Punk'd!

Yes, i 'd been punk'd by my two evil (in a nice way) cousins. Remember the day i blogged that all of my photos we're "accidentally" deleted? Well, it's not true. T'was actually one of their plans to surprise me. Lame joke, right? Haha! And there i was, falling on that lame trap and got so pissed of. That's the funny thing. Why oh why did i believe those two? Tsss. Poor me! LOL

So they made this video of me with all my photos there (most of it was from my graduation). 

( Surprise Video for me!♥  ) Just click the link so you can watch it :)

Finally made it!

My lovely friends!

Say hello to my three AWESOME musketeers who made it all possible :)

Family, source of strength :)

FELIX FAMILY♥

But at the end of the day, it brought tears in eyes. Such a cry baby! ☺What? I get so emotional on stuffs like that. Yeah, ALWAYS. Haha! A big thanks to all people who made it possible for me to continue my fifth year and pursue my dream to become a CPA. Kudos to all of you! You guys are my strength and hope in every step i made and will make in the future. 

I LOVE YOU is the only thing i can give you in return ♥

P.S.

Don't let anyone or anything stop you from reaching your dreams :)

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Enchanted♥

Two months had already past yet the memories of my most ever awesome night is still fresh in my head.Yeah, i was talking about TAYLOR SWIFT's concert here in Manila, Philippines. The night when one of my dream came true. ♥

singing better than revenge.

With her Ukelele, mash-up fearless with im yours and hey soul sister!

Dear John.

Fifteen.

Taylor Swift!

Araneta Coliseum, Manila Phils.

The moment i saw her, Oh. My. Gosh. I can't help myself and cried. Haha! Maybe because i was so stoked that time to see her live performing! And when she sang, head-banged and dance, whoa my entire night was definitely INCREDIBLE!


By the way she sang, 13 songs. Yeah, her favorite number :))
I'm a huge fan of Taylor's songs. All of her songs were my favorite. I mean, who's not? I can say that all girls can relate to her song's lyrics. Every single word from all of her songs came from her heart. She can write and make songs from what she experienced. And i think it a brave way to share it to others :)




P.S.
What I've learned from Taylor: Don't be afraid to show or express what you really feel. SPEAK NOW before you run out of time :)


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